Recently I have been feeling compartmentalized. It is as if I cannot deal with my entire life as a whole so I break it up into sections. These sections do not interact. They are strategically placed in various sections of my mind and of my heart as to keep them from ever meeting - or coexisting. This compartmentalization is counter-productive for me. It is the way I deal with my stress and my anxiety - by throwing my problems into piles and tossing them into personal hidden closet.
I suppose that my anxiety and problems are like every other aspect of my life - jumbled and separated. My thoughts are like my room - messy and thrown into drawers - yet an organized mess.
My goal, however, is to fold my problems and my worries into neat piles and one by one deal with them - wear them - see them through. I hope to empty my drawers - sort through them and start anew... But knowing myself, I doubt that this will be a quick process - yet it is something to strive for!
I suppose that my anxiety and problems are like every other aspect of my life - jumbled and separated. My thoughts are like my room - messy and thrown into drawers - yet an organized mess.
My goal, however, is to fold my problems and my worries into neat piles and one by one deal with them - wear them - see them through. I hope to empty my drawers - sort through them and start anew... But knowing myself, I doubt that this will be a quick process - yet it is something to strive for!
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